For u baccha

For u baby (Darshita, aka Tashi, aka my Champu)

It’s really been long since the last post and I’m sure its going to be the lengthiest post.

The feeling after coming back to LA is awful. It’s been bout 2 weeks tht I’m here but still feel the same. Nihal is enjoying in India, Pranav in Dallas, Niki in UK enjoying Riya’s wedding. Mom refuses to come back before June and dad‘s giving her company and will return only after March end. Sis n Tapan with Arman has moved to San Diego. I’m left all alone, all by myself.

I’m feeling pathetic. It’s terrible to sit all alone on the dining table. To add more to it, work’s been hectic and stressful. T-5 report has taken a toll on me. Being aware, Champu calls up everyday. Don’t know what was it tht I blasted her so badly on Sunday. I was not in control and she wanted to discuss something and god knows y I fired her so badly. Only the next day after the report submission I realized tht she was talking something absolutely different from what I took it the other day and I blasted her for a whole different issue.

And knowing her for like close to a decade, I know she must have cried behind the locked door. Knowing my temper and my tone while I m angry, I know it must have hurt her badly. And I was right. Now the thing is I’m back to normal and she refuses to talk to me, doesn’t pick my calls & has blocked me on messenger. I know it’s my mistake, I’ve committed a crime and I know it is a punishable offence bcoz I said bout few things shez most sensitive to. But this is not the punishment I get, I don’t accept it.

I’m writing it here coz I know u won’t even read my mails. Champu u know I don’t say sorry so easily even if its my fault. But I’m really really really very very very very SORRY… and u know I mean it. I swear on u I’ll do whtever u say but to punish me u need to talk to me. I’m not getting sleep. Can u believe it I’m saying SORRY to u on a public domain. Remember u’ve always said, “I can forgive but cant forget”…. Don’t forget but please forgive me… and you have to; see I’ve become sweet for a change!!!

And if u do not talk to me in another 2 hrs then u know what…. Hehehehe hahahahaha….. I swear on u I will do tht... Maaf kar de yaar.. I’ll send u couple of soft toys with Mayank. Hez coming to b’bay by next week…

Time to get back..

Did not realize that 3 weeks passed by and now its time to get back to CA.. This has been the best vacation after school.. going to miss lot of things i had here all this while.. going to miss u people... Adi, Bunty, Shreya, Nirav, Chaitanya, Pinky and above all Tashi...

Cant write all that i'm going thru.. just dont feel like going yaar !!!

New Year's Eve

Running around getting a few things done since morning and finally grabbing passes to Royal Palms New Year’s Party, all went in to the guttar. Why? Ms. Darshita came in strong to go her way to celebrate the New Year’s Eve and if not then she would stay back home. To add ghee to the fire, the girl gang joined her. The event sounded to girlie, eww… Eve at Marriot’s pool side… sounded like a romantic date n not a new year’s party. I just felt that suddenly I have turned sixty. But it had been a couple of years that all of us came together and did not want to leave the girls their way so we joined in.

The eve came to us as a pleasant surprise because not even for once I felt that I was sixty with that soft music on. Awesome music, great weather, good food on the platter and lot of drinks. It was rather the best new year’s eve I have had, with great conversations, a feeling of togetherness and splendid quality time we shared.

Another surprise was waiting for us, at 2.00 when we decided to get back home, the girls said that they were going to shreya’s place and wanted us to join them. We reach there and her terrace decorated with ballons and candles and more drinks. The terrace gave the view of the entire beach. We were amazed to see that girls planned all this. What a theme and venue… Aahh! a ball dance party. With just a few of us left single, the couples were having a great time. We joined them and had gr8 fun.

An honest confession that the party turned out to be on par excellence than what we expected it to be. There was a great feeling of togetherness and the quality time we spent. It was an awesome time and a party whose memories we are going to cherish for long…

Thanks Tashi for the splendid time we got to enjoy… Everything was worth the fight you gave me to have this party on…

Now I need to get going to Shabbir’s place for Id and the awesome food is waiting for me… its another gathering..i’m loving it